Obstacle
障礙
吳星瑩
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「在走散了很久很久以後，我才終於能夠想起，我曾經擁有你，
也曾經如此努力，被你擁有。」
～《內在森林》木棉植物誌～
「是否，當我真正看見了你，那一刻起，我們才真正地告別。
也才真正地相遇。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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有時我想，我看見的或許並不是真正的你。
如同我也一直，無法讓你看見真正的我。
在我們之間，一直有一層迷障。你只有在我面前，才會表現成那樣。或者就算你努力表現了，我也只會把你看成這樣。
經過再回首，我仍然沒有把握可以表現得更好。直到結束之前，我們都是生命之中，彼此無法跳過的障礙，即使懷抱著愛，也無法讓一切困難變得簡單。
也許我們從來不是錯過，也許我們從來走不到最後。
無論如何用力，都始終力不從心。想像如果曾如何努力，其實從來已盡了全力。
當我們不再勉強通過，我們才終於通過了彼此。
終於坦然，走過了最後。
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Who I'd looked upon as you might not be the one you really were.
As I were not able to make the real me seen by you.
There was always a mist in between, only from my eyes to your eyes. You would only act like that before me. Or even you put all effort acting not like that, it was refracted into my eyes the same.
Providing that we had one more chance, I was't sure I could behave better. We had been the most still obstacle of each other till the end. Even with love, we could never be with ease.
Perhaps we didn't missed out. There just existed never an ending together.
In all possibility, we were still in difficulty. Seeming the worst, we had done our best.
Perhaps only after we gave up passing through the obstacle, we passed through each other eventually.
If we were destined to live happily ever after without each other.
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10 days after Slight Snow: Dividing
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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