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吳星瑩
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「這世界總是喧囂，總是推諉，聲張的被支援，沉默的被定罪，
卻不知道，之所以沉默，不是無可反駁，只是不忍說破。」
～《內在森林》滿江紅植物誌～
「你努力用恨記得我，我努力遺忘你曾經的愛。當你早已遺忘曾愛過我，
我卻還記得，我曾經，也許依然，如此愛你。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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我總是在最該說話的時候，忽然不說話。
當該為自己說些什麼的時候。
如果必須說些什麼，世界才會了解，或許永遠也不會了解。
那麼，還是什麼都不說了吧。
留給你說，都留給你們說。
如果你要宣洩才會滿意，如果你們要附會才不寂寞，如果世界從來只在意自己看見的，不在乎真正的樣子。
那麼我離開，把一切努力建築過的，都留給你們，如果這就是你想要的。
因為我內心始終藏著，一整片無邊的天空海闊，我們曾經攜手，縱然只剩我了。
任你們去如何拆毀，我不會加入。這是你唯一無法改變的我。
因為我明白無論如何，都拆毀不了那片空闊。
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I say nothing as I should say anything but nothing.
I should say nothing but anything for myself.
Yet if the world judges only through something I say, or they'll still decide to judge through something others say.
I will not defend.
All let you define. Let all of you define.
If you need to satisfy yourself through revenging. If you need to gratify yourselves through avenging. If the world only looks through what they see, and never sees through how I look.
I will bear all, yet only won't bear you any ill feeling. I will leave all of you, and leave all to you, yet only bear sound feelings in my mind.
I will still bear a place beyond in my mind, where we used to bear fruits together, yet only me left.
I will never join in your enjoying demolishing.
For I realize you can only demolish around; you can never demolish beyond.
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5 days after Cold Dew: Lingering
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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