Aeriality
空虛
吳星瑩
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「他的嗓音在空氣中流動，如同舒爽的秋天兜面而來，我一瞬有點恍神，
如果聲音有著顏色，我想那應該糝了陽光，帶著香氣，剛剛好微醺。」
～《內在森林》桂花植物誌～
「我不曾想過世界原來有這樣的風景，在你出現之前，我的世界連續如鐵軌，
通往想像之內的固定驛站。原來我一直以來的旅行，都只是通勤。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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如果，被你吸引，只是因為逃避。
被你世界的斑斕輝光吸引，就不用面對，我世界的黯淡無光。我渴望你為我打燈，我就不用努力，亮起我的生命。
被你世界的四通八達吸引，就不用面對，我世界的窒礙難行。我渴望走入你的生活，好像就終於可以，出走我的生活。
原來，你只是我的浮木。
除非我，從自己心中，拓出一片廣袤的原野，任你如巨木扎根。
除非我，從自己眼中，融出一座深邃的海洋，共你如魚浪交流。
或許，這時我才能真正和你相遇。
以真實的我，完整的我，無愧的我，成為你的宇宙。或單純如另一顆發光的星子，和你呼應。
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What appeals to me to be around you is just a getaway.
It's just what's around you appeals to me. Your brightness is a getaway from the dimness of my life. I wish you to be my light, thus I need not lighten myself.
It's just what's beyond you appeals to me. Your connection is a getaway from the suffocation of my life. I wish you to be my horizon, thus I need not broaden myself.
That way I see you as a driftwood I can only grasp on the sea.
Unless I discover the wilderness inward, you can never take root in me.
Unless I discover the ocean inward, you can never interflow with me.
That time I see you as you.
I see me as the reality, the sincerity, and the aeriality to accommodate you. We see each other as clear as the cosmos of stars.
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the Beginning of Autumn: Settling
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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