Pure
澄澈
吳星瑩
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「一切終會來到終點的吧，無論尋找了多久。
雖然有時終其一生，都只在尋找終點的入口，連路都未曾踏上。」
～《內在森林》台灣山毛櫸植物誌～
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為了保護自己，我們悄悄武裝起內心。
卸下你武裝的方法，是我先毫無防備。當我發自內心，只想和你深深緊緊地靠近。
然後，我在靠你最近的距離，被狠狠地傷害。
在蹣跚離開了很久之後，我始終以為，我從來沒有成功走入你的內心。我以為自己的真心，只是一場最傻氣的笑話。
你從來沒有告訴我，其實我真的曾經，融化過你所有偽裝的堅強。其實你真的曾經，神往過和我攜手的靜好日常。但你否認自己，你攻擊自己，最後敗給了自己。
我澄澈的愛，在你往後獨行的日子裡，或許是最深的祝福，也是最深的傷口。
因為你已感覺過，什麼是被愛。
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In order to keep ourselves from harm, we arm our hearts up.
The only way to disarm you is to open my arms with all my heart.
Then you harmed me to heart at hand.
Long, long time after I staggered away from you, I think I've never stepped into your heart. I just have a good laugh at giving my heart to you.
You never revealed to me that I'd ever made your heart melt under your firmest disguise; that you'd ever dreamed of spending your life with me just idling around. But you denied, defended, and defeated yourself. You let everything go out of hand.
Walking alone, you feel deeply blessed yet cursed by my pure love.
For you were loved.
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10 days after Pure Brightness: Wandering
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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