Contradict
矛盾
吳星瑩
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「離開不一定對，留下不一定錯，選擇從來都是自由的，關於我要待在哪裡。
前提是，我必須先真正，看清楚自己。」
～《內在森林》荷花植物誌～
「當雷終於被聽見，一切突然就散開了，層層遮掩後，我從來，都清晰。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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我總是難以決定走哪條路。
不是因為路太多，我真正難以決定的，是自己。
想完成的太多，能實現的太少，我找不到一條容納所有可能的路。所有的堅持相互抵觸，相互拉扯，如此想要出發的我，只好原地踏步。
如果辜負了自己？如果辜負了別人？什麼都無法放棄的我，什麼都無法開始。
如果我想要的，始終就只有這條路，縱然不存在。
那麼，也許不是我太堅持，是我還不夠接受，全部的堅持。
一直用各種設想限制自己，卻從不敢奮力展現全部的我，讓世界發現。
縱然相互衝突，世界才終於能和我相互協調，相互取捨。
才和我一起開出，無限可能的路。
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Hardly can I decide what to choose.
The hardest part perhaps is to decide how to choose.
Too much wanted, too little accomplished. I can't find a way provided with all possibilities. I contradict myself all the way out. I tangle myself all the way in. Before finding a step to success, I can make no progress.
What if I fail me? What if I fail others? I can't decide what to give up, thus I can't decide what to pick up.
Only if I decide to follow myself wherever I proceed, whether succeed.
Only should I choose perhaps is to persist in all my insistence.
Only the restriction of mind is my limit. I spend all the strength in struggling, but spare none in adventuring. I dare not face the sun so as to keep all my shadow discovered.
Provided that I contradict with the world, I can still coordinate. Provided that I am rejected by the world, I may also be accepted in some ways.
That way I finally stop thinking loud, but start to communicate.
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5 days after the Spring Equinox: Intersecting
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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