Strange
奇怪
吳星瑩
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「『你真是個奇怪的傢伙,但,我也開心遇見你。』」
~《內在森林》生石花植物誌~
「我彷彿犀利,又彷彿溫柔。生命從猜不透我會怎麼演,因此從來,無法左右我。
我真正地在乎你,所以我看起來,漫不在乎。」~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》
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我的奇怪,讓你錯愕。
當你愕然定格的瞬間,我才能打破你習慣思考的迴路,習慣表現的自己;我才能闖進你的內心,把你抓出來,真正和我互動。
因為我奇怪,你終於不再擔心自己奇怪,才真正說出你想的話,也才真正聽進我說的話。
當你越迂迴,我越直接撞上你,直接抓住你的偽裝,讓你終於發現,你已經偽裝到,沒發現自己在偽裝;讓你終於發現,你真正奇怪的地方,是竟然會相信這個奇怪的世界,是竟然選擇相信,奇怪的是自己。
當你忽然笑我,當你好奇我原本想去哪裡。
其實我原本就是想來這裡。
如果我們終將分別,我希望能曾經,真正和你相遇。
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My being strange is to stun you.
As you suddenly stop your motion, I can break you out from your habit circuit and your customary behavior. I can drag you out of your walled heart to interact butt naked with me.
Since I am strange enough, you feel easy about the odd parts of yourself. You talk as you think, you hear as I whisper.
I bump into your roundabout way, taking off your hide-and-seek mask. For the first time, you at last discover you've mistaken the mask for your face for so long. You at last discover the oddest part of you is to believe in the weird world, and to change yourself so as not to be strange.
As you burst into laughter; you ask curiously where I intended to go before I run into you.
I am intended for you.
I hope to meet you in the real way before we part.
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10 days after the Waking of Insects: Varying
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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