Expect
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吳星瑩
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「陪伴你，只是因為我想陪伴。」～《內在森林》龍柏植物誌～
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在我心裡，有一股難以被聽見的力量，叫做沉默。
卻是它，陪我走過所有難以辯駁的時刻，當我還說不出世界哪裡不對，但我的確知道世界錯了。走過所有我連辯駁都放棄的時刻，就算我是對的，就當作世界是對的吧。
不是我的錯，只是這是錯的時候。
原來，當我什麼都不能做，我還能，不接受。
當我無法做我相信的，我仍然不做我不相信的。
當世界沉沉睡著，沉默的我原來最能聽見，所有醒來的聲響。原來我一直等待著，一個或許。
因為還有我相信。
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Inside of me, there is a strength hardly heard, for it's always silent.
But it is always waiting for me, while I don't know how to respond yet. As I can't distinguish the slight wrong from the mighty right, I do know there is something wrong. it is always holding me on, while I've given up on the reverse already. Even if I am right, what is the difference as I am referred to the wrong?
Perhaps it's not me that is wrong. It's not the right time.
But I can just do nothing if I can't do anything.
While I can't trust anything, I can still believe.
Still believing in an exception, I can hear it from the very first when the world wakes up at last. For I always keep silent as I listen to the silence.
For I still expect.
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the Beginning of Spring: Sprouting
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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